i know something.
its not friendship.
even though we've tried.
but then.
urgh.
never mind.
even though i see you online.
i don't see the urge to talk to you.
i don't know.
i see you often.
but nothing much has been said.
i dont see a need to say much to you either.
i dont know.
i don't see you putting in effort.
i see that alot.
in alot of people.
maybe thats whats keeping me from you.
all of you.
ask the people close to me.
brother.
sher.
i'll only tell if you ask.
so if you just walk around me.
beat around the bush.
and not ask me out right what is wrong.
like hell i'm going to tell you.
i'm not that kind where i just go up to you and burst out crying.
i was never like that.

if i simply message you.
and you don't reply.
i just take it as you're not interested.

and if you don't message me.
i'll take it as you're not interested as well.
yeah.
it takes two hands to clap.
so if a friendship doesn't work out.
don't start blaming me.
reflect and see if you put in any effort or not.


its not for my friend who kept singing and playing with his guitar.
just so you know.
we're good.